Asleep.
3:38 AM.
Phone call.
Disbelief.
No!! 
Adrenalin.
Rambling words.
Panicked thoughts.
Drive.
Get it together.
Just facts, please.
Numb.
Please, God!
Hope.
Crushed hope.
Be strong.
More facts.
Anger.
Wait.
Honest words.
Prognosis.
Asleep? Nightmare??
Pinch hand. Bite lip.
Real. Surreal, but real.
Sorrow.
Why, God, why?!!
Sterile environment.
Head in hands.
Tear on floor.
Would switch places.
How?
Oh, God! Oh…God…
Resolve.
Forward.
Never the same.
New normal.
RabBits 
God bless.
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Thank you.
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So sorry… May the Lord hold you tightly.
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Thank you, Heather!
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Jeff, I don’t know what has happened but I can sense it’s not good. My prayers that God will give you His peace and grace are with you my friend.
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Thank you, Bruce!
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Your words bring me tears, Jeff, I pray that you find strength, hope, and peace of mind. You will be in my thoughts.
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Appreciate it, Beverly!
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God certainly knows all the factors surrounding our concerns, heartaches, thoughts and sorrow. We don’t understand the why of situations in our lives – that’s where faith and trust become the strongest. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
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Thank you for the kind words, my friend!
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Jeff, I am so sorry. Keeping you in my daily prayers and in my thoughts
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Thank you, Robyn!
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Your raw words ring out pain, loss and sadness. May the Father’s presence overshadow the ongoing chaos and turmoil as long as you tread this Dark Valley.
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Thank you, Jan
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Keeping you and your family in my prayers Jeff. May you feel God’s presence and peace now and every day.
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Thank you, Terri!
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You captured the emotion so clearly. May your new normal include confidence that God is good, dear brother!
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Thank you, Eric, my friend!!
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